Monday, April 7, 2014

Technically the Twentieth

Technically... 'cause it's past midnight.

I am finding that one of the most challenging aspects of being a father is making time for myself whilst making time for my Son, Felix.

I'm sure that I am not the first one to come to this conclusion or face this conundrum. 

I still made the time to enjoy myself today, but it was mere moments ago when I finally arrived home after a full day of playing with Felix, work, and helping a friend get some new furniture.

Having the time at the end of the day has proven to be grand. Instead of letting my mind re-watch the whole day and process everything that happened, I was allowed the moment to let myself enjoy my self.

I allowed myself that moment. What a gift...!

I feel that I can process myself better in the evening. OR maybe it is just a nice change of pace to the morning.

I think I can fit ten minutes in a day from now on.

Five in the morning.

Five at night.

Ten minutes with myself.

Will.  Do.

-Gerry